wtf mate?

[gritterjuice]

ok, so i had one of the weirdest nights of my life and in order to try and make sense of it im just goin to post it. beginning of the night, talked to meghan and she basically made it seem that my chances with adrienne had failed (adrienne is the girl that im kinda quasidating...movie that direction and everyone knows it anyways) which bummed me out. then i talk to her more and it is revealed that she actually just worded it horribly and it was actually pretty good news...go figure. so then im in party mood, stop moping, hang out with adrienne for a bit. so then she hasta go to a birthday party for just girls so i go and meet up with the gang. we go to a party for 3 ppl's 21st bdays, have good times, etc. But, over the course of this time a girl, Laura, just makes it blatantly clear that she wants to hook up with me, so i respond by trying to distance myself, she is undeterred. so then as we're leaving a new girl shows up, i give her my sweatshirt bcuz i couldnt wear it anyways (my shirt was wet with beer cuz laura poured it on me after she saw me sportin the african belt buckle). so this girl starts talkin to me and stuff and then walks with her arm in mine....nothin out of the ordinary yet....YET. so we get to Fallout, a house close to my dorm, and as we go in she keeps tryin to hold my hand, i cant friggin get away. so finally i do and im chillin, then she's talkin to Laura for a little and lookin my direction, calls me over. she then says that i MUST choose option A or B, that i have to hook up with one of them tonight, to which im like "shit.....uhhhh.....c?" She is not discouraged by this though, she proposes for Laura's approval if perhaps she could hook up with me this weekend and Laura next weekend. finally Laura gets it and says "i dont think it's gonna happen Emily." So im hangin out and Laura comes out and begins to give me a massage again, and then asks me to give her one, i do for like 2 secs since she kept giving me massages all night, but basically neither gets that i like Adrienne, while in the back of my mind is still this lingering thing about the ady situation possibly not going as well as i perceive. anyways, if uve made it this far, thnx for reading,

sincerely and wastedly,

Ryan