Jul 24, 2005 20:25
so im kinda in a sad mood.
after kelly's party i got grounded.
you dont really need to know why.
it'll ruin my reputation for being a good girl.
i dont know what happened but i just kinda lost it.
i hate that.
so i lost the computer for a week.
it was miserable.
but it made me stronger.
because i got through it.
and that makes me feel good inside.
this weekend nicole came to my lakehouse.
and we had an awesome time.
we might go to warped tour.
to see relient k.
omg that would be fabulous.
on saturday night we went for a moonlight boatride.
except there was no moon.
but it was fabulous.
and infifnite.
because being there with my family and one of my bestest friends ever...it was incredible.
and the wind and the reflections and the whole setting just made me realize how lucky i am.
not a lot of people can experience something so great.
and i realize that i take a lot of things for granted.
and i shouldn't.
and i feel so bad about it.
and i hope that one day i can be the best person i can be.
and im working towards that place where i can just smile at anyone and know that i made their day.
but i love everything that i have.
is that selfish??
or ungrateful??
or sinful??
i don't know.
this week kelly is at world changers with jesse and hannah and that whole "roofing crew."
they seem to have a bunch of fun.
i met jesse at kellys party and hes cool.
he likes switchfoot and the way i say "ysheah" or something lol.
and i just found out hes moving.
how horrible.
"this is your life
are you who you wanna be??
this is your life
is it everything you dreamed that it would be??"
i love switchfoot. just as much as i love maroon 5. lol. and thats a lot.
nicole, my sister, and i are gonna start a band called "the fuzz academy" and our song will be called "william" after the cutest little boy EVER. hes like 5 or 6 and he stuck up for us when his big brother made fun of us lol. and hes a good lifejacket stealer. anytime. anyplace.
there is so much to say. i cant remember it all. i love life.
~shannon :)
ps: liz i have an idea for the church party ;)
pss: (dedicated to nicole for an awesome weekend)
"dont give up
you're not thinking
dont give up
just keep seeking"
~waking ashland