Seriously help me pleeeease!!!

[grissoms_girl]

I'm going out of my mind because I can't find a fic and I'v been looking every
where.

It's Supernatural fic a Sam/John, I know there's only a hand full, but I just
can't find it. Story plot is that Sam is upset because he thinks his father
doesn't love him and he presures him into proving that he does. Ending in sex in
mud in the woods, super hot. So please help me before I go insane!!!

Thanks.

JenIsaks