So, I know I haven't been around much lately. And I know that I just promised a whole bunch of drawings, which you all will get, no worries!
But my coworker TD is about to lose her father to cancer. He's terminal and she told me today that it's just a matter of time now, that she thinks he's only got a few days left. He's 91 years old, but it's still a terrible thing and a difficult loss no matter what age.
Part of my inactivity is because I've been covering a lot of her shifts. Tomorrow, I'm supposed to have a day off, but I told her I would cover the morning shift if she wanted more time with her father without having to worry about work. I would give anything for more time with my father.
The other part is that this is really difficult for me, having just lost my own father about 7 weeks ago. I spend more time feeling sad than anything else these days, and it's difficult to make myself work all these days. It's exhausting. So I haven't been around much. But LJ makes me happy, so I'm going to try to participate more and that includes those drawings! :D
I'm down, but I'm not out.
Thanks for understanding guys!