in which i attempt to make amazing life decisions as a fangirl
So I probably should get off my lazy ass and update my lj or something.
Work has been busy. I've been looking at postgrad options and fretting about money. (I came across an MA course called Luxury Brand Management and lol'ed pretty hard... and then went "...wait, that's actually interesting.") I'm... starting to have plans? It's a bit strange. I'm usually not the one with a plan. Other than that... I feel both weighted down and blanked out lately. Idk, I'm just mentally/emotionally tired. My current desktop wallpaper is ridiculously cheesy and adorable though, so looking at it daily does help my mood perk up. I think I just need to get drunk off my face a few times for this mood to go away.
My bb finally came back for summer holiday. He forgot my books once again. :| He was like "lol sorry, i'll give them to you when you finally move back to London and move in with me again? :D? :D?" D: ... This might happen sooner than both of us thought, the way my postgrad plans are going. It does seem I seriously can't help but gravitate towards bright lights big cities.
In fandom news: Zhou Mi is looking both pathetic and gorgeous while being sick in bed, Nichkhun and Victoria are total adorablecakes in WGM preview - I can't wait to see them together, Sungmin once again broke my brain, and I'm sad that Kyuhyun is still nowhere to be seen. :( ...Also, I'm making a QMi mix, and apparently I associate QMi with Placebo. lolwat.
On a final note, here, have some brain-breakage, courtesy of Lee Sungmin.
I would hit that so hard, and I'm not even usually sexually attracted to men. Sungmin why are you like this. :|
Work has been busy. I've been looking at postgrad options and fretting about money. (I came across an MA course called Luxury Brand Management and lol'ed pretty hard... and then went "...wait, that's actually interesting.") I'm... starting to have plans? It's a bit strange. I'm usually not the one with a plan. Other than that... I feel both weighted down and blanked out lately. Idk, I'm just mentally/emotionally tired. My current desktop wallpaper is ridiculously cheesy and adorable though, so looking at it daily does help my mood perk up. I think I just need to get drunk off my face a few times for this mood to go away.
My bb finally came back for summer holiday. He forgot my books once again. :| He was like "lol sorry, i'll give them to you when you finally move back to London and move in with me again? :D? :D?" D: ... This might happen sooner than both of us thought, the way my postgrad plans are going. It does seem I seriously can't help but gravitate towards bright lights big cities.
In fandom news: Zhou Mi is looking both pathetic and gorgeous while being sick in bed, Nichkhun and Victoria are total adorablecakes in WGM preview - I can't wait to see them together, Sungmin once again broke my brain, and I'm sad that Kyuhyun is still nowhere to be seen. :( ...Also, I'm making a QMi mix, and apparently I associate QMi with Placebo. lolwat.
On a final note, here, have some brain-breakage, courtesy of Lee Sungmin.
I would hit that so hard, and I'm not even usually sexually attracted to men. Sungmin why are you like this. :|