winter wonderland!
Kansas is a snowy mess! We got ten inches of snow yesterday -- CRAZINESS!!! I must admit though, it was nice to get a snow day!! especially since this might be my last snow day EVER.
now for the most CRAZIEST NEWS:
I heard from kris sunday. i thought it was impossible. i thought it would never happen, so imagine my surprise when i received a text message from him... my heart stopped, i damned near had an anxiety attack, and immediately wanted to vomit. ironically enough, it was also one of the greatest things too... we texted each other for a minute, and then he finally called me. it all started when he asked for my address because he wanted to send me something -- which i am still left bewildered over because i haven't received the mysterious thing yet.. and then we got to talking.. he said that i should go out to arizona.. i dunno... it was so bittersweet to hear from him. a week prior to him contacting me i was so sad about us.. i wrote a poem and wrote a letter to him... just venting... so it was CRAZY to hear from him.. and a couple days before he actually got in touch with me i was telling jamie how hard these holidays were because i missed him!! so many odd things.. i haven't talked to him since, so it might have just been a fluke. for all i know i won't receive anything -- it could have just been an excuse to talk to me.. but whatever the reason was, it was great to talk to him and to know that he doesn't hate me.. it validated our time together.
now new news:
i went out with amber and her fiance jeff and his friend sean tuesday night! we went to her place and had some beer while watching the KU game, and then after that we went to margarita's [it's a restaurant] and had some taco's and margarita's, then we went back to her place and proceeded in getting HAMMERED! GOOD TIMES! I was a good girl!! i only made out with sean LOL!! he was a very good boy and said that he wanted to do the whole "wining and dining" thing before he had sex with me.. i've never had one of those types ;-) no drama, no strings, just good times :-)
i got all of my christmas shopping done a day before this snow storm! YAY ME!!
blah, time to fly.
-peace'n'insanity-
now for the most CRAZIEST NEWS:
I heard from kris sunday. i thought it was impossible. i thought it would never happen, so imagine my surprise when i received a text message from him... my heart stopped, i damned near had an anxiety attack, and immediately wanted to vomit. ironically enough, it was also one of the greatest things too... we texted each other for a minute, and then he finally called me. it all started when he asked for my address because he wanted to send me something -- which i am still left bewildered over because i haven't received the mysterious thing yet.. and then we got to talking.. he said that i should go out to arizona.. i dunno... it was so bittersweet to hear from him. a week prior to him contacting me i was so sad about us.. i wrote a poem and wrote a letter to him... just venting... so it was CRAZY to hear from him.. and a couple days before he actually got in touch with me i was telling jamie how hard these holidays were because i missed him!! so many odd things.. i haven't talked to him since, so it might have just been a fluke. for all i know i won't receive anything -- it could have just been an excuse to talk to me.. but whatever the reason was, it was great to talk to him and to know that he doesn't hate me.. it validated our time together.
now new news:
i went out with amber and her fiance jeff and his friend sean tuesday night! we went to her place and had some beer while watching the KU game, and then after that we went to margarita's [it's a restaurant] and had some taco's and margarita's, then we went back to her place and proceeded in getting HAMMERED! GOOD TIMES! I was a good girl!! i only made out with sean LOL!! he was a very good boy and said that he wanted to do the whole "wining and dining" thing before he had sex with me.. i've never had one of those types ;-) no drama, no strings, just good times :-)
i got all of my christmas shopping done a day before this snow storm! YAY ME!!
blah, time to fly.
-peace'n'insanity-