Whirlwind
When I'm busy, writing is the first thing that suffers, and it's often one of the things that I should be working on the most. It helps me in so many ways. I always feel calmer, more collected, my head in order.
Ever since Faffcon, I've been running around, and it's not really going to stop any time soon. I'm packing a little more every day, the lines of boxes are growing. Today I also did laundry, and some cleaning, and started the setup on my laptop. I've also been taking a bit of time for me, relaxing and playing some computer games. I haven't had time for that in a while. I just finished an audiobook for Dad, and there will be some more work in the near future for a different one.
The biggest thing that bothers me about my job is the fact that I never know what's coming next. It is interesting, in a way to see all the different things that come up, but in another, it would be easier to form life plans if I had some idea what I was in for and when. That's one of the biggest reasons I've been considering going back to a 9 to 5. It would be nice to have work within specific bounds.
I got spoiled by the amount of time Misty and I were able to spend together in the last couple weeks. I don't feel quite the same without it. I feel sort of off kilter. It's an unhappy feeling. I'm sure she'd report similar feelings if she didn't have the endless job known as Leah. I am looking forward to taking Leah off her hands sometimes so she can have more time to herself. I'll have to get a few things for baby proofing, but there's plenty of places to walk around my complex and I'm sure Leah will have a good time. And I know Misty will appreciate it, and I'm sure make use of it for homework and whatnot.
I really miss her. I really feel like it's been forever since we lived together. The idea of her staying with him longer really upsets me. I hope she gets it together and talks to Adele about the income cutoff levels because I so got my hopes up for a year departure time. Then we could be loving, and even if we weren't living together, we'd still be able to be loving to and with each other without fear.
I miss that so much. I don't like thinking about it too long since I get rather down about it. I miss HER so much. I miss just us. I do love Leah but nothing will ever be quite the same.
I love her. I love love love her. I hate waiting. I am happy that she loves me and has been doing so much good in her life, but it's so hard to wait for her. She is worth it, but my heart hates it.
Ever since Faffcon, I've been running around, and it's not really going to stop any time soon. I'm packing a little more every day, the lines of boxes are growing. Today I also did laundry, and some cleaning, and started the setup on my laptop. I've also been taking a bit of time for me, relaxing and playing some computer games. I haven't had time for that in a while. I just finished an audiobook for Dad, and there will be some more work in the near future for a different one.
The biggest thing that bothers me about my job is the fact that I never know what's coming next. It is interesting, in a way to see all the different things that come up, but in another, it would be easier to form life plans if I had some idea what I was in for and when. That's one of the biggest reasons I've been considering going back to a 9 to 5. It would be nice to have work within specific bounds.
I got spoiled by the amount of time Misty and I were able to spend together in the last couple weeks. I don't feel quite the same without it. I feel sort of off kilter. It's an unhappy feeling. I'm sure she'd report similar feelings if she didn't have the endless job known as Leah. I am looking forward to taking Leah off her hands sometimes so she can have more time to herself. I'll have to get a few things for baby proofing, but there's plenty of places to walk around my complex and I'm sure Leah will have a good time. And I know Misty will appreciate it, and I'm sure make use of it for homework and whatnot.
I really miss her. I really feel like it's been forever since we lived together. The idea of her staying with him longer really upsets me. I hope she gets it together and talks to Adele about the income cutoff levels because I so got my hopes up for a year departure time. Then we could be loving, and even if we weren't living together, we'd still be able to be loving to and with each other without fear.
I miss that so much. I don't like thinking about it too long since I get rather down about it. I miss HER so much. I miss just us. I do love Leah but nothing will ever be quite the same.
I love her. I love love love her. I hate waiting. I am happy that she loves me and has been doing so much good in her life, but it's so hard to wait for her. She is worth it, but my heart hates it.