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[grinkbunny]

For some reason I'm really sad tonight.
I don't know why.

My blankets are wet because I've been crying.
I've been crying over an hour.

I don't know why.

Nor do I know what I want...
I just know I'm sad lately.

I sit here telling myself I don't want to die but I'm also asking for somebody to kill me.
I don't even know if I want to live or not...

I do... but I don't.