DEAD
i think im in my downard spiral of insanity and losing control. im just looking for an escape right from everything to piece myself back to gether. im all broken inside, i think i may just disappear for the weekend disappear from everything. i just cant stand myself. i rude and crude and a compleat ass when im like this. i cant treat people properly and i suck. so if someone wants just put me out of my misery. second thought dont do that cuase i dont want to die. i jst want to be fixed. what the hell is wrong wihtme. that is a question i ask my self everyday. wow this is sounding like a mohsin post. hahah well his are about self discovery. mine are crys for help. damn i forgot how to type in this thing. hey its almost four o clock. well sleepy time cuase i have a long day tomarrow. what the hell am i doing. this thing makes no sence like my life. oh well. sad is me who fucking cares. whatever