Oct 21, 2006 00:52
but yet I'm still doing it...
Walking into a warzone, not caring.. high chance of me getting seriously injured, but I'm still truckin on.. becuase.. what if its different this time. I know its not going to be.. but What if I'm wrong?
He hasn't changed.. He's still the same person he was, same issues, same faults, same annoying habits. Why love decides to choose such an annoying creature is beyond me. I'm not one to ignore my feelings however. So I'm not going to.
Either I'll be happy, or I'll finally get the closure I need to move on and put him out of my mind forever.
Honestly, I'm hoping it works out. I'm hoping that once I see him monday that everything will fade away and that we will realize how much we mean to eachother and never do anything to jeopardize what we have ever again.
Will that happen? Probably not. But it is worth the gas to find out for sure.