Gain momentum once again
Ah, so I have returned!
I've learned an important lesson today...It's a lesson I "learn" every year but quickly forget and return to my old habits. I HATE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING AT THE LAST MINUTE! Everywhere I went was packed...and it was raining. Oh how I wish Christmas could be done away with.
Anyway.
I went to visit some friends and my Mom and the towing company that I worked at previously. As it turns out, I am sorely missed...and I was offered my job back. What's a girl to do? I know it might seem silly seeing as I went through everything to get my CNA certification, but it's been hell finding stable work and the pay is pretty pathetic. I've been working registry, and they couldn't get me hours...blah blah blah. So, back to something I know and that pays well! I don't see it as a defeat by any means--I wont waste away there forever. Money is a big concern for me at this point in time, and my going back makes sense.
Beyond my self I perceive my own ability
And through these wormholes I search
Inside and out of me
I'm not exactly what I'd like to be
So I suffocate my siddhis
Gain momentum once again
Tell myself don't ever let them
Drag you down
I'll take the pain
And wish you all away
I'll take the blame
And wish you all away
I love you, Dog Fashion Disco.
I went to Santa Cruz, California last weekend to visit my family. I had an absolute blast...I have a few pictures to post when I get around to it. The main theme of them is patricide...muwhaha.
I probably wont post for awhile (as is my way), so happy holidays or whatever to everyone <3
I've learned an important lesson today...It's a lesson I "learn" every year but quickly forget and return to my old habits. I HATE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING AT THE LAST MINUTE! Everywhere I went was packed...and it was raining. Oh how I wish Christmas could be done away with.
Anyway.
I went to visit some friends and my Mom and the towing company that I worked at previously. As it turns out, I am sorely missed...and I was offered my job back. What's a girl to do? I know it might seem silly seeing as I went through everything to get my CNA certification, but it's been hell finding stable work and the pay is pretty pathetic. I've been working registry, and they couldn't get me hours...blah blah blah. So, back to something I know and that pays well! I don't see it as a defeat by any means--I wont waste away there forever. Money is a big concern for me at this point in time, and my going back makes sense.
Beyond my self I perceive my own ability
And through these wormholes I search
Inside and out of me
I'm not exactly what I'd like to be
So I suffocate my siddhis
Gain momentum once again
Tell myself don't ever let them
Drag you down
I'll take the pain
And wish you all away
I'll take the blame
And wish you all away
I love you, Dog Fashion Disco.
I went to Santa Cruz, California last weekend to visit my family. I had an absolute blast...I have a few pictures to post when I get around to it. The main theme of them is patricide...muwhaha.
I probably wont post for awhile (as is my way), so happy holidays or whatever to everyone <3