Word.

Jan 17, 2010 20:40

So I've been feeling a bit selfish these past couple of days with no regrets.
Am I a bad person for thinking that I deserve some things because I'm a good person?
Anyway, I'm so bogged down but still standing.
Somehow I manage:
I can teach 5th grade at a ridiculous school that overworks their teachers.
I can plan a wedding that will look expensive but actually be really reasonable and mostly DIY.
I can go out, get drunk, flirt, have fun, feel good and not guilty about it.
I can be friends with everyone even when they're not friends with each other.
I can be cool to my fifteen year old sister again.
I can be mommy to my kitty.
I can be the best fucking wifey ever.
I am awesome and it's easy to forget. Just so you know, you're awesome too. Everyone fucks up, everyone has flaws. Who fucking cares? See past that human shit, smile, and hang out. Talk. Play. Work. Enjoy.

I can be a grown up.
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