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Well yesterday was a really crappy day.. I tried to take a nap because i woke up so early but my dad had the tv up loud then my cousin comes. god.. he's so noisy but he's cool at times.. Typical 6 year old y'know?
Well at dinner mostly everyone was talking about school.. and it got me soooo pissed off. They were talking about it to each other but it was to me.. like they were trying to talk enough so it'd get jammed in my brain and itd make me want to go to school for my futures sake.. thats funny.
They were saying how school is important and how you really do use it in the furture and all this other stuff. It just got me really mad.
I don't know what wrong with me..or if anything is wrong at all. I want to get away so bad but I'm not sure if theres reallly a reason. I've been here my whole life.. I just honestly can't take tucson any longer.. I am going to try and leave as soon as possible.
I know i'm going to need and education and I do actually want one.. just not here. I would go to school the rest of my life if I could just leave tucson. okay well im not sure of that but id go to school everyday for the rest of high school if i could leave.. and the people who know me know i dont go to schoool that often.
I am going to do the best I can at my new school until I leave. I promise myself that.
I'm leaveing but dont know when or where or how im going to get by but I will. If I could leave with my parents permission then I would but They would even listen to me if I said i was going to kill myself.. They'd think it was a joke or I was being over dramatic but oh wow will this be a big shock.. what a shock it'll be. Maybe i'll get them to listen some way.. Anyone got any ideas? Maybe I should get arrested and blame it on them not listening to me.. Thats what kids do these days right? heh well if you have any logical suggestions then tell me.. if not i'll just leave without notice.
God im so emo.. how FUCKING STUPID!
HEY bye everyone!
luvluv Stina
Well at dinner mostly everyone was talking about school.. and it got me soooo pissed off. They were talking about it to each other but it was to me.. like they were trying to talk enough so it'd get jammed in my brain and itd make me want to go to school for my futures sake.. thats funny.
They were saying how school is important and how you really do use it in the furture and all this other stuff. It just got me really mad.
I don't know what wrong with me..or if anything is wrong at all. I want to get away so bad but I'm not sure if theres reallly a reason. I've been here my whole life.. I just honestly can't take tucson any longer.. I am going to try and leave as soon as possible.
I know i'm going to need and education and I do actually want one.. just not here. I would go to school the rest of my life if I could just leave tucson. okay well im not sure of that but id go to school everyday for the rest of high school if i could leave.. and the people who know me know i dont go to schoool that often.
I am going to do the best I can at my new school until I leave. I promise myself that.
I'm leaveing but dont know when or where or how im going to get by but I will. If I could leave with my parents permission then I would but They would even listen to me if I said i was going to kill myself.. They'd think it was a joke or I was being over dramatic but oh wow will this be a big shock.. what a shock it'll be. Maybe i'll get them to listen some way.. Anyone got any ideas? Maybe I should get arrested and blame it on them not listening to me.. Thats what kids do these days right? heh well if you have any logical suggestions then tell me.. if not i'll just leave without notice.
God im so emo.. how FUCKING STUPID!
HEY bye everyone!
luvluv Stina