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I must say I can't wait for graduation, and at the same time i wish i could wait forever. I'm going out into the world and If I wasn't prepared I'd be more worried. At least I have a steady job, thats more than some can say. But right now I just need to get into college, I hate school so much but I still have to get a buisness degree. I do hope to run my own buisenss one day. I would just like to get through it all, and be a better person for it. I love you all so much, and I miss you all more than you could ever know when your not around. I love you guys who are sane and logical, and I love the one who is illogical and crazy. But I'll be there when he crashes, because thats what friends are for. There, there for each other. I would like to end this year with friends that I will have for a very long time. Not friends that will slowly drift away like they did. I don't want to be a statistic. And I don't want Get-A-Pet to be my life. I'm finnally happy for once, and I want to keep this happiness a little bit longer. But if it ends up tasting like the dinner at yokahomas tonight I'll give it up to whoever wants it.
It's a funny thing but breaskfast at 2am is better than at 7am with a friend. Because only a close friend a good friend would be caught out with you at 2am eating breakfast. Not to mention life just seems to stop for just a moment in time. but it's a moment you remember forever.But I have a sneaking feeling like always when I secound guess my-self and shouldn't maybe I am being quixotic. maybe this is something empty, something I can never have.
It's a funny thing but breaskfast at 2am is better than at 7am with a friend. Because only a close friend a good friend would be caught out with you at 2am eating breakfast. Not to mention life just seems to stop for just a moment in time. but it's a moment you remember forever.But I have a sneaking feeling like always when I secound guess my-self and shouldn't maybe I am being quixotic. maybe this is something empty, something I can never have.