Longly overdue updatednessiosity
The not so deep things:
I cut all of my hair off yesterday.
My hair is like, an eighth of an inch long.
It looks good.
I'll take and post pics tomorrow, don't miss out kids.
I got to see Melly at church last Saturday.
Her dad didn't let her hang out with us.
But it was good to see her again,
I missed her.
She makes me laugh.
Been going back to church, which is great.
I forgot how loved I feel there.
Been hangin' out with Chris tons,
And still having a blast.
Jana is off on a rock climbing trip,
I think she gets back tomorrow.
I miss her.
I'm single, and trust me, it's gonna be that way a while.
I'm not mentally ready for another relationship.
I'll talk about that more in deeper things.
But I'm not gonna keep dating and turn up a "manslut"
So I'm friends with everybody, and that's all for now.
Sorry Chris;)
Deeper things:
My mom and I have been getting along really great recently.
It's awesome.
I think it's because we don't spend that much time around each other.
Since I got a job and all.
So we appreciate the time we have more.
And I'm being more cooperative,
As is she.
Such as me stop complaining and helping around the house more.
And her extending my curfew to 2a.m.
Score.
I realized that the things Rachel's (my fourth ex back) mom told me.
Which were all very demeaning and harsh,
And completely untrue,
Still echo in my head.
Which makes no sense,
Because I know they're not true.
But the fact that somebody tried to get to me like that.
Just reminds me of how evil people can be sometimes.
But it still makes me feel bad.
And I still have scars from Rachel.
Emotional baggage.
That is another reason I'm not gonna have a relationship.
Give myself time to heal.
And the last four relationships have been unpleasant for me.
So I figure I should contemplate the next for a while.
Make sure the next girl won't mistreat me.
I think I know who it would be,
But she's a great friend and I don't know about it.
I'm just gonna let life happen now.
Stop thinking so much.
Another not so deep thing:
Kelsey called me out of the blue today.
Gosh it was great talking to her.
She is so cool.
Love her to death.
I really missed talking to her.
Hopefully I'll hear from her again soon.
God bless you if you read this thing in its entirety.
I cut all of my hair off yesterday.
My hair is like, an eighth of an inch long.
It looks good.
I'll take and post pics tomorrow, don't miss out kids.
I got to see Melly at church last Saturday.
Her dad didn't let her hang out with us.
But it was good to see her again,
I missed her.
She makes me laugh.
Been going back to church, which is great.
I forgot how loved I feel there.
Been hangin' out with Chris tons,
And still having a blast.
Jana is off on a rock climbing trip,
I think she gets back tomorrow.
I miss her.
I'm single, and trust me, it's gonna be that way a while.
I'm not mentally ready for another relationship.
I'll talk about that more in deeper things.
But I'm not gonna keep dating and turn up a "manslut"
So I'm friends with everybody, and that's all for now.
Sorry Chris;)
Deeper things:
My mom and I have been getting along really great recently.
It's awesome.
I think it's because we don't spend that much time around each other.
Since I got a job and all.
So we appreciate the time we have more.
And I'm being more cooperative,
As is she.
Such as me stop complaining and helping around the house more.
And her extending my curfew to 2a.m.
Score.
I realized that the things Rachel's (my fourth ex back) mom told me.
Which were all very demeaning and harsh,
And completely untrue,
Still echo in my head.
Which makes no sense,
Because I know they're not true.
But the fact that somebody tried to get to me like that.
Just reminds me of how evil people can be sometimes.
But it still makes me feel bad.
And I still have scars from Rachel.
Emotional baggage.
That is another reason I'm not gonna have a relationship.
Give myself time to heal.
And the last four relationships have been unpleasant for me.
So I figure I should contemplate the next for a while.
Make sure the next girl won't mistreat me.
I think I know who it would be,
But she's a great friend and I don't know about it.
I'm just gonna let life happen now.
Stop thinking so much.
Another not so deep thing:
Kelsey called me out of the blue today.
Gosh it was great talking to her.
She is so cool.
Love her to death.
I really missed talking to her.
Hopefully I'll hear from her again soon.
God bless you if you read this thing in its entirety.