Lovin' life and its constant epiphanies
You guys can't handle how awesome my day was.
Nikki's grandma loves me,
Along with everybody else in the family.
It's like,
Everything in this relationship is clicking.
Like every puzzle piece fits,
And our road has no dead ends.
No relationship I have ever been in,
Has gone this well,
Ever.
We hung out with Nikki's g-ma,
For about three hours total,
Came back to my house,
Went to the duck pond,
Went to starbucks,
Went to the movies,
Went back to Starbucks,
Met her friend Russ,
Which I don't know why,
But I already really like him.
He reminds me of a guy named Nick I met on our ski trip,
I think I want to hang out with Russ and Nikki sometime.
Anyways.
We drove mindlessly for a while.
God really spoke to me during the movie.
Not anything to do with "The Incredibles"
It was about Nikki and I.
And he had laid heavy things on my mind recently,
And I didn't want to tell Nikki about them,
Because I thought if I did,
She wouldn't want to be with me anymore,
Like I didn't have much else to offer.
But God told me,
During the movie,
If I tell her,
If I do everything he says,
And don't wander away from his path,
That I won't lose her.
And this is the one,
That if I had to choose one to hold onto,
This is my choice.
So,
I finally talked to her
And told her what had been on my mind for about a week.
And it is so crazy,
Because every time one of us has something on our minds,
The other has the exact same thing,
And it's just the first to put it on the table.
She "interjected"
And told me she totally agreed.
And she wants to do this one right.
And tonight was almost like God gave me a taste,
A touch of what Nikki feels for me,
And if I had to describe it,
I would use the universe.
Her emotion felt so endless.
And it was kind of like the stars and planets.
Very random,
Very spontaneous,
But so vast.
So amazing.
So beautiful.
I feel so completed by this girl,
I don't know.
I just want to hold onto her for as long as I can,
And show her how much she means to me,
And make her forever happy.
Brock told me once,
That the person you marry isn't your true love.
True love is a love that you feel but doesn't really grow.
With the person you are meant to be with,
Your love will grow and grow as time does...
And for the first time,
Mine develops more and more everyday.
Not saying it's for sure,
Because nothing is for sure.
But I am damn sure gonna try my best,
To make this girl the happiest girl ever.
Nikki's grandma loves me,
Along with everybody else in the family.
It's like,
Everything in this relationship is clicking.
Like every puzzle piece fits,
And our road has no dead ends.
No relationship I have ever been in,
Has gone this well,
Ever.
We hung out with Nikki's g-ma,
For about three hours total,
Came back to my house,
Went to the duck pond,
Went to starbucks,
Went to the movies,
Went back to Starbucks,
Met her friend Russ,
Which I don't know why,
But I already really like him.
He reminds me of a guy named Nick I met on our ski trip,
I think I want to hang out with Russ and Nikki sometime.
Anyways.
We drove mindlessly for a while.
God really spoke to me during the movie.
Not anything to do with "The Incredibles"
It was about Nikki and I.
And he had laid heavy things on my mind recently,
And I didn't want to tell Nikki about them,
Because I thought if I did,
She wouldn't want to be with me anymore,
Like I didn't have much else to offer.
But God told me,
During the movie,
If I tell her,
If I do everything he says,
And don't wander away from his path,
That I won't lose her.
And this is the one,
That if I had to choose one to hold onto,
This is my choice.
So,
I finally talked to her
And told her what had been on my mind for about a week.
And it is so crazy,
Because every time one of us has something on our minds,
The other has the exact same thing,
And it's just the first to put it on the table.
She "interjected"
And told me she totally agreed.
And she wants to do this one right.
And tonight was almost like God gave me a taste,
A touch of what Nikki feels for me,
And if I had to describe it,
I would use the universe.
Her emotion felt so endless.
And it was kind of like the stars and planets.
Very random,
Very spontaneous,
But so vast.
So amazing.
So beautiful.
I feel so completed by this girl,
I don't know.
I just want to hold onto her for as long as I can,
And show her how much she means to me,
And make her forever happy.
Brock told me once,
That the person you marry isn't your true love.
True love is a love that you feel but doesn't really grow.
With the person you are meant to be with,
Your love will grow and grow as time does...
And for the first time,
Mine develops more and more everyday.
Not saying it's for sure,
Because nothing is for sure.
But I am damn sure gonna try my best,
To make this girl the happiest girl ever.