Tromping around the Mulberry Bush
*Sigh* It's the beginning of the new year, the new decade and I should be doing something active and exciting...but I'm not. I'm sitting in my cold, dull and parent-attacked room watching Merlin slash videos. I want to be back in York so badly, and I just wish my parents would lighten up. They need to relax so much - everything is a cause to be stressed. Stress and worry are problems for me, but I am beginning to think that they were incubated by Mum and Dad, It's just so pressured here. I feel so useless. I just want to return to Yorkshire... there's so much I could be doing there...so many people to see...so much to do. I want to grip life with both hands and do stuff with it. These holidays have been so lonely.
The other thing I'm doing as well as the watching the slash (which is glorious)...is mawkishly scrolling through the boyfriend's facebook photos... He's so pretty. I feel so fantastically lucky to have found someone so beautiful inside, and that they want me too. Feels so unusual, so amazing. Just like when I've made friends with people and have been joyfully surprised to find how many little things we have in common, that kind of thing keeps happening with Joely. I'm terrified of losing him tho. Just feel like I always want to be with him. Always. Hee!
THIS IS EPIC
Click to viewNeed to do packing for Uni today. Now how am I going to smuggle all my lego into my packing?
Grim xx
Ps. Massive hair today because I slept on it last night