So yeaah um...
So it has been a while since I have made a post with any real substance. So here we go.
Since I have been in this city, I have found somewhere to stay for free, that feeds me, lets me shower, pays for my transportation and washes my clothes for me. I have received a blowjob from two Irish chicks from Belfast on the train. I fingered a milf on the train. I had sex with my first black chick, whom I met on the train. I am training to be an outreach worker (you those people that go around passing out the condoms and whatnot). I have met many a person from Michigan here, as well as seeing some of the ones that I already knew. I have become homesick and am missing you all. I cannot wait to see the whole lot of you.
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
With a pink hotel, a boutique
And a swinging hot spot
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
They took all the trees
And put 'em in a tree museum
And they charged the people
A dollar and a half to see them
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
Hey farmer, farmer
Put away your DDT now
I don't care 'bout spots on my apples
But leave me the birds and the bees, please
Don’t it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
Late last night
I heard the screen door slam
And a big yellow taxi
Carried off my old man
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too
But I know You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I want you to know that I´m happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I´m sure she´d make a really excellent mother
´Cause the love that you gave that we made
wasn´t able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you´d hold me
Until you died, ´till you die
But you´re still alive
Chorus:
And I´m here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It´s not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I´m not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
´Cause the love that you gave that we made
wasn´t able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you´d hold me
Until you died, ´till you die
But you´re still alive
Repeat Chorus
´Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me
And I´m not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else´s back
I hope you feel it . . . well can you feel it
Repeat Chorus
Since I have been in this city, I have found somewhere to stay for free, that feeds me, lets me shower, pays for my transportation and washes my clothes for me. I have received a blowjob from two Irish chicks from Belfast on the train. I fingered a milf on the train. I had sex with my first black chick, whom I met on the train. I am training to be an outreach worker (you those people that go around passing out the condoms and whatnot). I have met many a person from Michigan here, as well as seeing some of the ones that I already knew. I have become homesick and am missing you all. I cannot wait to see the whole lot of you.
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
With a pink hotel, a boutique
And a swinging hot spot
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
They took all the trees
And put 'em in a tree museum
And they charged the people
A dollar and a half to see them
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
Hey farmer, farmer
Put away your DDT now
I don't care 'bout spots on my apples
But leave me the birds and the bees, please
Don’t it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
Late last night
I heard the screen door slam
And a big yellow taxi
Carried off my old man
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
Don't it always seem to go
That you don't know what you've got
Till it's gone
They paved paradise
And put up a parking lot
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know I may end up failing too
But I know You were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Tired of being what you want me to be
I want you to know that I´m happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I´m sure she´d make a really excellent mother
´Cause the love that you gave that we made
wasn´t able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you´d hold me
Until you died, ´till you die
But you´re still alive
Chorus:
And I´m here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It´s not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I´m not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. Duplicity
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
´Cause the love that you gave that we made
wasn´t able to make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you´d hold me
Until you died, ´till you die
But you´re still alive
Repeat Chorus
´Cause the joke that you laid in the bed that was me
And I´m not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else´s back
I hope you feel it . . . well can you feel it
Repeat Chorus