Heaven help me for the way I am
I went to suh_inc's house last night. When I got there, Chris was there. He tried to warn me, to let me know before I arrived. Seems he showed up about 10 minutes before I did. I tried chatting with him but, he didn't seem to want to talk to me or to be in a good mood. Not that I am at all surprised or offended by that.
Well, I got to watch Cody, who now has a LJ Mr_Yum_Yum83 play on www.ebaumsworld.com. Then Suh_Inc introduced me to a porn star named Aria Giovanni (I think I spelled that right). She is really pretty and then I found Aimee Sweet. Then we downloaded a few of her pictures. I needed to go (seeing as it was 2:30am) but, I was quite content right where I was. Then Jerry kicked the power strip and turned the computer off. *dammit*
Leaving his house was interesting. It's really, REALLY dark out there. So then I almost got lost trying to come out of the neighborhood. Then I hit a familiar road, then another...
On my way home, I heard this song. I do love Fiona Apple.
I've been a bad bad girl
I've been careless
With a delicate man
And it's a sad sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can
Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and
I want to
Suffer for my sins
I've come to you
'Cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don't know
Where I can begin
What I need is
A good defense
'Cause I'm feelin'
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I've sinned against
Because he's all
I ever knew of love
Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from
These evil deeds
Before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings
The consequence at hand
But I keep livin' this day like
The next will never come
Oh help me but
Don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies till
I'm good enough for him
I've got a lot to lose
And I'm bettin' high
So I'm beggin' you
Before it ends
Just tell me where to begin
What I need
Is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin'
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I've sinned against
Because he's all
I ever knew of love
Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay
The law and let me go
I've got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know
What I need
Is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin'
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I've sinned against
Because he's all
I ever knew of love
What I need is
A good defense
'Cause I'm feelin'
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I've sinned against
Because he's all
I ever knew of love
Well, I got to watch Cody, who now has a LJ Mr_Yum_Yum83 play on www.ebaumsworld.com. Then Suh_Inc introduced me to a porn star named Aria Giovanni (I think I spelled that right). She is really pretty and then I found Aimee Sweet. Then we downloaded a few of her pictures. I needed to go (seeing as it was 2:30am) but, I was quite content right where I was. Then Jerry kicked the power strip and turned the computer off. *dammit*
Leaving his house was interesting. It's really, REALLY dark out there. So then I almost got lost trying to come out of the neighborhood. Then I hit a familiar road, then another...
On my way home, I heard this song. I do love Fiona Apple.
I've been a bad bad girl
I've been careless
With a delicate man
And it's a sad sad world
When a girl will break a boy
Just because she can
Don't you tell me to deny it
I've done wrong and
I want to
Suffer for my sins
I've come to you
'Cause I need
Guidance to be true
And I just don't know
Where I can begin
What I need is
A good defense
'Cause I'm feelin'
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I've sinned against
Because he's all
I ever knew of love
Heaven help me for the way I am
Save me from
These evil deeds
Before I get them done
I know tomorrow brings
The consequence at hand
But I keep livin' this day like
The next will never come
Oh help me but
Don't tell me to deny it
I've got to cleanse myself
Of all these lies till
I'm good enough for him
I've got a lot to lose
And I'm bettin' high
So I'm beggin' you
Before it ends
Just tell me where to begin
What I need
Is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin'
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I've sinned against
Because he's all
I ever knew of love
Let me know the way
Before there's hell to pay
Give me room to lay
The law and let me go
I've got to make a play
To make my lover stay
So what would an angel say
The devil wants to know
What I need
Is a good defense
'Cause I'm feelin'
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I've sinned against
Because he's all
I ever knew of love
What I need is
A good defense
'Cause I'm feelin'
Like a criminal
And I need
To be redeemed
To the one
I've sinned against
Because he's all
I ever knew of love