I hate talking lately...
Man things have been rough. Since I have been back from L.A. life seems worse then when I left it. I'm not trying to be emo, but it is. I've pretty much cut out a meal a day, nothing intentional I've just lost appitite. When I get home I am completely un-motivated to do anything. I mainly goto school, goto work, and sleep. Or try to sleep, at least when I am sleeping I am not thinking.
On my drive back home tonight I tried to get to the root of why I might be feeling the way I am and I think I might have it.
I feel really un-important to everyone I know right now. My family being the only possible exception, because if I talked to them they would sit and listen, but I don't feel like talking to any one.
I seriously mean that. I get asked whats wrong, and I just don't have the motivation to talk about anything. Talking has only hurt me recently more then it has helped me in any predicament.
I don't understand other people. I try to brighten everyones day up, but it seems like that is a crime more often then not. Would it kill people to be nice to one another. When others are in a bad mood they tend to take it out on other people causing a chain reaction.
Exercise some will power. Change your method of thinking if only for a day. Instead of being confrontational, why not trying something different. If you have a bad day, do something good for someone. Make them feel good, and by proxy you will feel good.
Give people that little extra comment to make their day. That one comment could give them the little push they needed to go on with their day.
Lately the world, as a whole makes me absolutely sick. People are out to do nothing but hurt one another. I hate seeing this. Why can't we all just pick each other up instead of knocking one another down.
Some days I feel like I could save the world, other days I want to see it end because I can't stand watching what we do to one another.
On my drive back home tonight I tried to get to the root of why I might be feeling the way I am and I think I might have it.
I feel really un-important to everyone I know right now. My family being the only possible exception, because if I talked to them they would sit and listen, but I don't feel like talking to any one.
I seriously mean that. I get asked whats wrong, and I just don't have the motivation to talk about anything. Talking has only hurt me recently more then it has helped me in any predicament.
I don't understand other people. I try to brighten everyones day up, but it seems like that is a crime more often then not. Would it kill people to be nice to one another. When others are in a bad mood they tend to take it out on other people causing a chain reaction.
Exercise some will power. Change your method of thinking if only for a day. Instead of being confrontational, why not trying something different. If you have a bad day, do something good for someone. Make them feel good, and by proxy you will feel good.
Give people that little extra comment to make their day. That one comment could give them the little push they needed to go on with their day.
Lately the world, as a whole makes me absolutely sick. People are out to do nothing but hurt one another. I hate seeing this. Why can't we all just pick each other up instead of knocking one another down.
Some days I feel like I could save the world, other days I want to see it end because I can't stand watching what we do to one another.