My life as of this moment
So within the past month, my anxiety attacks have returned. They are worse then ever.
I am so swamped with school and work, and trying to be successful in both that my body is messing up from it. Just today, anxiety took over and my whole body got stiff and had sharp pains near my heart. After it passed my muscles ached.
Certain friends are NOT helping either. Sending me messages trying to make me feel even worse then I do already, and all it does is stress me out even more. Why can't they understand that I am doing all I am physically possible of doing. If I choose to hang out with someone else regularly, its probably because they don't send me BACK into an anxiety attack.
I want to take my last few semesters off from work and completely devote myself to school. For a few semesters I just want to be like everyone else my age. I would rather be worried about money, then stressed out and be concerned with my health.
I tried to convey this to my parents about how vital my next few semesters are, and how I will need to cut down on work. Immediately they want me to put in as many hours as I can. I am seriously going to either go into an anxiety attack, or have a massive heart attack. They haven't directly helped me out with college for the most part. For once, I wish they would just help me get through this year so I can go into my full time job and lose the stress of school.
I am seriously going crazy, and no one is really helping me regain control. (Justin and Damon are putting up a valiant effort however) My mom told over the next few semesters perhaps I should cut down on my social life..... WHAT SOCIAL LIFE!?!?! I am in my house 5 days a week planning stuff for school or work.
I am so swamped with school and work, and trying to be successful in both that my body is messing up from it. Just today, anxiety took over and my whole body got stiff and had sharp pains near my heart. After it passed my muscles ached.
Certain friends are NOT helping either. Sending me messages trying to make me feel even worse then I do already, and all it does is stress me out even more. Why can't they understand that I am doing all I am physically possible of doing. If I choose to hang out with someone else regularly, its probably because they don't send me BACK into an anxiety attack.
I want to take my last few semesters off from work and completely devote myself to school. For a few semesters I just want to be like everyone else my age. I would rather be worried about money, then stressed out and be concerned with my health.
I tried to convey this to my parents about how vital my next few semesters are, and how I will need to cut down on work. Immediately they want me to put in as many hours as I can. I am seriously going to either go into an anxiety attack, or have a massive heart attack. They haven't directly helped me out with college for the most part. For once, I wish they would just help me get through this year so I can go into my full time job and lose the stress of school.
I am seriously going crazy, and no one is really helping me regain control. (Justin and Damon are putting up a valiant effort however) My mom told over the next few semesters perhaps I should cut down on my social life..... WHAT SOCIAL LIFE!?!?! I am in my house 5 days a week planning stuff for school or work.