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Well to start off Merry Christmas to everyone! Hope it all goes well. Mine has been good. The only part i hate is the fact there is hardly any family left it feels like, and that I'm not a lil kid so it's no fun. I miss waking up to all 5 of my brothers and sisters and everyone....so this year was realllly lonely. I don't even want anything b/c I don't need anything. I'd rather the money be spent on someone else. There was this lady who works w/ my mom who said she hasn't received a gift since she was 14. I felt bad and took my money I got for Christmas and baught her some stuff. But, I am grateful for what I did get.
Havn't been too much in the season tho I got some news from Collin that really took me for a shock. I'm not goin into it b/c it's personal but I really want to be there for him to lean on. Hopefully things get better for him soon. I love that guy. I never actually came out and said that to him b/c I hate when ppl think they love someone yet they don't know. I am not one who tells every guy im w/ that I love them I've only told one and I can still say I care for him still as a frien. But I havn't been w/ Collin for months now and I do still really care about him and it's never changed. I've never stopped and I guess it all came to me when my mom was the one who told me to really look at how I feel b/c what she sees she can tell i love him. For my mom to point that out it made me think b/c she and I both know i'm not tolorant (spl?) to ppl and I don't fall easily. So back to what I was sayin i'm going to be there 100% for him to lean on and have for support and never lose him as a friend. Never know what the future holds.
Well i dunno what else to tell ya I know theres much since I last updated...but I don't remember. So, I'm out I'll write some other day. Happy Holidays!
Havn't been too much in the season tho I got some news from Collin that really took me for a shock. I'm not goin into it b/c it's personal but I really want to be there for him to lean on. Hopefully things get better for him soon. I love that guy. I never actually came out and said that to him b/c I hate when ppl think they love someone yet they don't know. I am not one who tells every guy im w/ that I love them I've only told one and I can still say I care for him still as a frien. But I havn't been w/ Collin for months now and I do still really care about him and it's never changed. I've never stopped and I guess it all came to me when my mom was the one who told me to really look at how I feel b/c what she sees she can tell i love him. For my mom to point that out it made me think b/c she and I both know i'm not tolorant (spl?) to ppl and I don't fall easily. So back to what I was sayin i'm going to be there 100% for him to lean on and have for support and never lose him as a friend. Never know what the future holds.
Well i dunno what else to tell ya I know theres much since I last updated...but I don't remember. So, I'm out I'll write some other day. Happy Holidays!