jeckal and hyde
oh my god i can't belive he did this, he knows his words hurt yet he still yells at me.One minute he is so sweet I can't imagine being without him and the next he turns into this person I don't know. Your so angry. All this anger can't all be for me. You actully scared me tonight and that is hard to do with my past. Was it so nessasery to freak out like that? I'am so lucky my brother wasen't home,but honestly I don't think he would of cared. I know what I should do but I just can't do it. He has this spell over me that I can't shake, and it will be my downfall. He's unpredictable and I don't think he cares for me at all. FUCK!!! He showed me so many feelings yet why do I doubt him with every fiber of my being. He'll be here in a hour either drunk or sober its always a surprise.With a apology I'll lap right up,I'M SUCH A LOSER.....