Be of good cheer
So Matt got me all kinds of awesome presents rather than the gift of the magi thing we agreed on. Grrrrr. And he GUESSED my one and only gag gift, so off to the store I go.
Plus I need tissues b/c all of a sudden my allergies decided I needed some extra fun during Christmas and my nose is running a fucking marathon. Its also freezing outside.
My moms are spending time with their friends and worthless family that hate them for Christmas. I was supposed to be working this week, but since I'm not they could be here. But I guess it sucks to alter those plans at no notice. But I haven't seen them in two years. I gave my mom a small guilt trip about it, which I feel kind of bad about. But she called this morning and was like "Are you sure you want us to come, I know you're not feeling well". Of course I want you to fucking come! That's all Ive fucking talked about for weeks. I'm starting to think that my step mother doesn't want to come at all for some reason b/c shes managed to thwart every other plan we've had to see each other in the last year. I wonder if its going to be odd for them to see without Adam or something. Whatever the reason, no. I wish they would change their plans and come for Christmas. I miss them.
I'm pathetic.
Otherwise, all is well...lol.
Plus I need tissues b/c all of a sudden my allergies decided I needed some extra fun during Christmas and my nose is running a fucking marathon. Its also freezing outside.
My moms are spending time with their friends and worthless family that hate them for Christmas. I was supposed to be working this week, but since I'm not they could be here. But I guess it sucks to alter those plans at no notice. But I haven't seen them in two years. I gave my mom a small guilt trip about it, which I feel kind of bad about. But she called this morning and was like "Are you sure you want us to come, I know you're not feeling well". Of course I want you to fucking come! That's all Ive fucking talked about for weeks. I'm starting to think that my step mother doesn't want to come at all for some reason b/c shes managed to thwart every other plan we've had to see each other in the last year. I wonder if its going to be odd for them to see without Adam or something. Whatever the reason, no. I wish they would change their plans and come for Christmas. I miss them.
I'm pathetic.
Otherwise, all is well...lol.