i just wrote... w/e

[grim_faerieland]

i want to die. my family should die. i want to hurt.... i want to bleed again... I HATE HIM. i've never said it to him. until today. i said "i fucking hate you" with my mom there. everything is wrong.... i need something.....

sharp.

maybe..... i..... wont..... wake... up ....tomorrow.

one can only pray, im too fucking chicken to act...