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I'm very excited for monday! We go on the peer ministry retreat. (At last a break from school! even though I've been away for 3 days and just came back yesterday) I'm so behind at school. Yesterday I was complaining to my brother about how there is a fault in everyone of my teachers. I concluded with "but I can't blame them, it's my fault I'm stupid." And it is. I should be doing my homework (the thing I'm avoiding right now..) and studying for tests and i don't know all that scholastic stuff lol. Anyway the important thing is we talked. It was so great! I miss him so much. And what I realized...was so frustrating. I'm the one who doesn't talk when he comes back. its not him! Oh man. I'll never get me lol. When he came home I gave him a big hug...the biggest hug I've ever given him. We stayed there for a few minutes. It was so long. I was going to cry. I don't think anyone understands exactly how important my brother is to me...=( I love him more than anything! That sounds so corny. It's true though. ugh. whatever
anyway...on a better note, I can pick up my semi dress today. They had to fix the straps because apparently they make them longer incase people have rediculously long shoulders or something. eww i just thought of the people who wanted to get their dress made. How preppy and expensive. God, who has the money for that? anyway. I found shoes. I like them a lot, however my mother doesn't. Which sucks because i HAVE to have her approval or I don't feel right its like... when you're going out somewhere and your mom or dad freaks out and isn't comfortable with it and lets you go anyway though and you feel all weird and shitty the whole time. thats the same thing.
omg im so inlove with the Queen of the Damned soundtrack. Like, I didn't even watch the entire movie, but there are SOOOO many good metalish/alternative bands and songs on it! i need to buy it! instead of downloading the songs lol ...the quality is terrible!
EEKA! NO! I MUST DO HOMEWORK! I MUST BE DONE BY 9:00!!!! I MUST I MUST! AND I WILL(ya right)
I love you