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well here i go.... im pretty much watching my family fall apart. its not to fun. what should i do? my mum is telling me about how jenna wants to run away and i want to kill myself and she just wants to leave. kim thinks she can help me but she has no clue. it doesnt help that she takes pills when she doesnt need to. now she thinks shes a bad friend. no one can help me! doesnt anyone get that? im to far lost. everytime i think im going forward i realize im only going backwards and that there is no way to go forward.i keep thinking i cant cut so that i can actually wear short sleeve and yet i cut anyway. lastnight kim took a vikadin and i just left cuz it pissed me off so much and i cut my wrist and took 6 tylenol pm and inhalents. i dont know what to do nemore but im gonna go