Jan 11, 2005 19:45
So yeah..any little bit of hope that my life would get better has just been stamped out like a camp fire in the morning. Why does my life have to suck!!...I am not smart at all and I don't think I am gunna get into Miami or UF now...I am the most unattractive person alive and I always go for guys that I will have no chance with, and friends...haha what friends I have a friend (it's singular). I just don't know why I haven't learned to set myself to lower standards for everything...I mean I did for like almost 3 years...now I can't blame my idiocy on him any more...I hate my life.