she says "live up to your first impression"

[griffluvr]

i wish that people didnt end up to be such disappointments...i wish i was wrong in thinking everyone sucks...

i must admit though, its somewhat comforting knowing that everyone is predictable.

i have dreams of holocaust-like exterminations of everyone in my life. i am left all by myself, and i have a huge smile on my face. i am happy. i am better off.