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Monday night was possibly the worst night of my life and the fact that it really could have been worse is goddamn frightening.
If I haven't had a nervous collapse already, I'm on the verge.
I've had realizations that, while true, are scary beyond all reason.
I'm not sure what I'm going to be doing after this.
But, things have happened that can't un-happen, and I need to deal with it.
Even if the thought of dealing with it has me paralyzed with fear.
If I haven't had a nervous collapse already, I'm on the verge.
I've had realizations that, while true, are scary beyond all reason.
I'm not sure what I'm going to be doing after this.
But, things have happened that can't un-happen, and I need to deal with it.
Even if the thought of dealing with it has me paralyzed with fear.