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Otay, so I haven't updated in a few days. Tuesday night I stayed home and behaved, for the most part. Talked to my buddy Dana on the phone. Last night I went to Pennsylvania and back just for the hell of it. (haha Nick) Actually, I went to pick up my friend Dana who lives just over the border in Sharon, PA. It's about an hour from here. She's here til Sunday. (at her best friend Amy's house) Amy wanted her to come stay but couldn't go get her, so I did. That's the kind of friend I am. Amy, Dana, Jen, and I went to Roseto's last night. We had a pretty good time. Amy's g/f JenLynn and Jen's g/f Jessy met us up there. My Carter Baby was there. (no surprises there) I had a somewhat emotional conversation with Emily last night. Emotional only cuz she started crying and I almost started. I hate to see anyone upset. She said "I'm so tired of being alone. Of going home to the same place every night.....to the same bedroom, to the same bed.......and it's empty" I can definitely identify with that!! It's great to go out and kick it with your friends at the bar or whatever, but then to go home alone, to an empty bed, and not have someone there that is waiting for you, that loves you, it's depressing. I wish I could afford to send her to Arizona so she could be with the girl she is in love with. I wish I could be where I want to be, and with the person I want to be with. (you know who you are) It's sad, it really is. Makes me wonder if I'll ever find someone that loves me so much it hurts. Someone that loves me for who I am, and doesn't think I'm psycho when I lose my temper. Someone that'll just sit and listen when I'm having "one of my days", and just hold me. Okay, enough of this or I'll start crying. Last night my friend Kelly was in rare form and said "I need some more 151, it's whoop ass in a glass". Thanks for the laugh, Kel, I love ya!!