Lazy
A week filled with kinda good stuff, odd pains, and waiting.
The good stuff includes getting a new car, or at least new to me. My mom bought herself a new car and gave me her old accord. It's actually older than the Sienna, but it's in better shape. Hopefully, my new job will come in before the end of the year. My plan is for me to buy my own new car once I've put a little money away. It's part of an ever growing list of things that I want when my life is a little more on track. For now the Accord is better for gas mileage and smaller, better for parking. Stuff like that. The only thing is that I'm not feeling well and the ride in the car is a bit choppy. I guess I haven't figured out the pressure on the pedal. It's making me feel worse.
That sorta brings me back to the odd pains. I've been getting annoying headaches. My knees are acting up, and my back hurts. I don't know if it's the added weight or just getting older. And I can't decide if I'm more annoyed by the pain or merely hurting from it.
And then there's the waiting. I called the school, they've only just started going through the applications. I'm planning to call the director on Monday, and there are two other applications up on EdJoin for me to fill out ASAP. Even with the inexplicable feelings of joy, I still think that the depression is rearing its ugly head. Makes me less productive, and more acutely aware of pains, sounds, and smells. Stuff like that.
I just want my job.
The good stuff includes getting a new car, or at least new to me. My mom bought herself a new car and gave me her old accord. It's actually older than the Sienna, but it's in better shape. Hopefully, my new job will come in before the end of the year. My plan is for me to buy my own new car once I've put a little money away. It's part of an ever growing list of things that I want when my life is a little more on track. For now the Accord is better for gas mileage and smaller, better for parking. Stuff like that. The only thing is that I'm not feeling well and the ride in the car is a bit choppy. I guess I haven't figured out the pressure on the pedal. It's making me feel worse.
That sorta brings me back to the odd pains. I've been getting annoying headaches. My knees are acting up, and my back hurts. I don't know if it's the added weight or just getting older. And I can't decide if I'm more annoyed by the pain or merely hurting from it.
And then there's the waiting. I called the school, they've only just started going through the applications. I'm planning to call the director on Monday, and there are two other applications up on EdJoin for me to fill out ASAP. Even with the inexplicable feelings of joy, I still think that the depression is rearing its ugly head. Makes me less productive, and more acutely aware of pains, sounds, and smells. Stuff like that.
I just want my job.