hmm....
i have this weird feeling today... I'm pretty satisfied with life right now...i had an awesome winter and met tons of new people... and now I'm back home in weymouth... waiting for people to get home and let the summer begin.. new job (hopefully)... even though I'm graduating I don't really feel like I'm losing anything.. ya i'll probably cry after graduation but it's because completing this part of my life has most def been the biggest challenge of my life... i was just thinking back to freshman year and how big of a joke it was... i quit the soccer team broke up with my first love and pretty much everyone i lived with and got close to either got kicked out, failed out, or left SNHU... and sophomore year was kind of a rebuilding year for me... i met the friends i have now and it was great... i ended up getting in a huge fight with my roommate and having a huge single for the rest of the year living with kq basically ;) junior year i rejoined the soccer team, pretty much secluded myself from the world living in a single in washington and just waited until it was my time to go to London. I pushed everyone away that i truly cared about before I went there and then ended up getting kicked out of the program and had to come back to being suspended for the semester and getting a shitty job @ unos... i ended up quitting unos and working back @ TCA... getting back in touch with all my friends from SNHU realizing how much of an idiot i was pushing the people i love the most away. Senior year I moved in with cool chicks, came to realization with myself that i NEEDED people in my life... people who weren't gunna give up on me for some reason and deal with me. I realized i wasn't gunna be able to live without most of them... i turned 21 and that was probably a bad idea... 2nd semster rolled around and i moved up to Loon...good move for the most part... now i'm back in weymouth...graduating in a month... and i'm proud to say...I'M GLAD IT'S FUCKING OVER... i feel like now that i'm outta school i won't have a million factors riding on my back...i don't have to look @ shitty people from snhu anymore and wonder why i am in the same area as them... it's a new page starting off with a clean slate... i'm excited... i feel like i know where i wanna go and who i want next to me while i'm getting there...
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