damn
Haven't wrote in awhile... i'm just kinda sittin here waiting for my mom to get home so i can take her car back to my dad's.... i never really noticed how weird i feel in this house now... i guess it's just full of bad memories and with scott living in here it kinda makes it worse. don't get me wrong i love my mom... just not in these surroundings... when we go out on a job for work, or out to eat we are like best friends... but once we get in this house together and scott is around it's like a war zone. I'm glad they're selling the house and moving out soon.
So recently i've learnt a lot. Some things with bad outcomes some things with good outcomes... most importantly i'm working on being honest with not only others but with myself... telling people straight up how i feel about things and not trying to beat around the bush...it just seems like really recently so many things have happened in the past month... who my REAL friends are and whos just trying to sort of use me and manipulate my mind to get me mad @ others... for some strange reason... always be honest it makes life easier...
So i'm re-thinking going to gathering of the vibes... not 100% sure if i'm gunna go or not...i'll prob end up deciding the monday before the fastival... i'd really like to go camping again before the summer is over... maybe i'll take up that offer ashley arranged since casey isn't graduating on time since he can't "make a hospital corner" whatever that means... we'll see...just any sort of vacation would be nice... hiking...camping...swimming in a lake... fires... anything relaxing would be nice :)
well i'm done rambling... methuen tomorrow to see kev and troy... and then loon thursday to get things rollin with my internship
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So recently i've learnt a lot. Some things with bad outcomes some things with good outcomes... most importantly i'm working on being honest with not only others but with myself... telling people straight up how i feel about things and not trying to beat around the bush...it just seems like really recently so many things have happened in the past month... who my REAL friends are and whos just trying to sort of use me and manipulate my mind to get me mad @ others... for some strange reason... always be honest it makes life easier...
So i'm re-thinking going to gathering of the vibes... not 100% sure if i'm gunna go or not...i'll prob end up deciding the monday before the fastival... i'd really like to go camping again before the summer is over... maybe i'll take up that offer ashley arranged since casey isn't graduating on time since he can't "make a hospital corner" whatever that means... we'll see...just any sort of vacation would be nice... hiking...camping...swimming in a lake... fires... anything relaxing would be nice :)
well i'm done rambling... methuen tomorrow to see kev and troy... and then loon thursday to get things rollin with my internship
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