Just when I thought things were getting better...
...things have become worse for me. I reached an enlightenment of sorts today. I was walking around the dorms and campus of FIU, and I saw some girls in bikinis. When I got to the pool area, I saw a lot of them in the open...and there were guys with them. That made me realize again what I've been missing out on.
I lost my virginity at the age of 14, but during my first sexual encounter with a chick, I didn't reach a climax. After that, I didn't have sex again...and it keeps being like that to this day. Now why didn't I get laid during high school? Well, first off, I lost my virginity in Cuba. When I came back to the United States and entered the jungle known as Goleman, I was aware of the laws prohibiting underage sex. With that in mind, I was too much of a pussy to break those laws, though many people my age did otherwise...and most likely got away with it. It's something that I have come to regret, because the fact that I haven't gotten laid in a long time faces its ugly head at me everywhere I go, especially FIU and Downtown. This university has so much hot chicks that I could have a chance with, including the girls in the dorms. I'm sure some dirrty stuff goes on inside of those dorms, and I want to be part of that. I want those girls to say my name...I want anything that would make me and my sex partner(s) happy.
Not only do I want to get laid, but I want a girlfriend. I know for sure that I AM a nice guy, thought there are some people that piss me off. I don't like being pissed off. I like being nice. I may not have the looks, but I have the personality to redeem myself. Still, that doesn't satisfy many girls nowadays. I know that I'm not destined to be single for life, but it sounds like it.
I just got my Driver's License, but I'm still behind. Now I have to improve my driving skills further so I can show my parents that I do know how to drive safely, though I'm hyper. The thing is that I should have gotten my license earlier in high school, but I was sitting my bum ass all day long. To make matters worse, I don't have car that I can call "Baby" or whatever name I think is suitable. I should have gotten that during high school.
Now you might get the impression that I'm going to bitch and moan all day long about my misfortunes and not do anything about it. Well I AM going to do something about it, but it's still going to be too late. I will be behind, no matter what I do. All that I can do is to not give up on my dreams, and to not give in to my enemies, and to keep on fighting until I reach the top of the mountain. The thing that I don't want is to become someone like Michael JAckson, The Unabomber, Jeffrey Dahmer, etc. Those people had fucked up pasts...just like me.
I lost my virginity at the age of 14, but during my first sexual encounter with a chick, I didn't reach a climax. After that, I didn't have sex again...and it keeps being like that to this day. Now why didn't I get laid during high school? Well, first off, I lost my virginity in Cuba. When I came back to the United States and entered the jungle known as Goleman, I was aware of the laws prohibiting underage sex. With that in mind, I was too much of a pussy to break those laws, though many people my age did otherwise...and most likely got away with it. It's something that I have come to regret, because the fact that I haven't gotten laid in a long time faces its ugly head at me everywhere I go, especially FIU and Downtown. This university has so much hot chicks that I could have a chance with, including the girls in the dorms. I'm sure some dirrty stuff goes on inside of those dorms, and I want to be part of that. I want those girls to say my name...I want anything that would make me and my sex partner(s) happy.
Not only do I want to get laid, but I want a girlfriend. I know for sure that I AM a nice guy, thought there are some people that piss me off. I don't like being pissed off. I like being nice. I may not have the looks, but I have the personality to redeem myself. Still, that doesn't satisfy many girls nowadays. I know that I'm not destined to be single for life, but it sounds like it.
I just got my Driver's License, but I'm still behind. Now I have to improve my driving skills further so I can show my parents that I do know how to drive safely, though I'm hyper. The thing is that I should have gotten my license earlier in high school, but I was sitting my bum ass all day long. To make matters worse, I don't have car that I can call "Baby" or whatever name I think is suitable. I should have gotten that during high school.
Now you might get the impression that I'm going to bitch and moan all day long about my misfortunes and not do anything about it. Well I AM going to do something about it, but it's still going to be too late. I will be behind, no matter what I do. All that I can do is to not give up on my dreams, and to not give in to my enemies, and to keep on fighting until I reach the top of the mountain. The thing that I don't want is to become someone like Michael JAckson, The Unabomber, Jeffrey Dahmer, etc. Those people had fucked up pasts...just like me.