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ack, people are letdowns. enough said.
this weekend should consist of good times. i spent my only day off this week resting and doing other various fun things:). no, that does not include beating off or any such vulgar acts.
i am in 12th grade, most of you that read this are around the same. have you ever spent time thinking about who you were back in 9th grade? so much has changed. i had promises back then. beit, they were for completely useless/stupid thoughts/dreams. in 10th grade i was still fucking around and i eventually transferred to mckeel. i actually wasn't such a bad student there. well, in 11th grade i did pretty good in school, i felt good about myself. eventually, as the metaphorical swing of life must go, the downswing came....and totally changed my world. i was utterly lost for a while. but now i am beginning to get a grip on myself, on reality. what people are to me, what this world is to me. these are all good things. i wish i would have taken time to be alone sooner, you never know where i would be now. anyways, life isn't too bad now. i have gotten to know "jared". not "jared and kim" or "jared and kaila". just...me. this is good...i wont be able to lose sight of myself now, no matter what relationship i get in.
oh, the humanity!
this weekend should consist of good times. i spent my only day off this week resting and doing other various fun things:). no, that does not include beating off or any such vulgar acts.
i am in 12th grade, most of you that read this are around the same. have you ever spent time thinking about who you were back in 9th grade? so much has changed. i had promises back then. beit, they were for completely useless/stupid thoughts/dreams. in 10th grade i was still fucking around and i eventually transferred to mckeel. i actually wasn't such a bad student there. well, in 11th grade i did pretty good in school, i felt good about myself. eventually, as the metaphorical swing of life must go, the downswing came....and totally changed my world. i was utterly lost for a while. but now i am beginning to get a grip on myself, on reality. what people are to me, what this world is to me. these are all good things. i wish i would have taken time to be alone sooner, you never know where i would be now. anyways, life isn't too bad now. i have gotten to know "jared". not "jared and kim" or "jared and kaila". just...me. this is good...i wont be able to lose sight of myself now, no matter what relationship i get in.
oh, the humanity!