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my birthday was last week. thanks to everybody that made it worthwhile with your birthday wishes and blah blah blah.
i've had feelings for somebody, oh have i... but i revert to being scared and shy. why
can't i just stay myself and be confident?
i feel so tired all the time. i feel like i lost one of my closest friends because i am an idiot.
i still feel tired. i feel like i am suffocating. what the fuck do i have to be sad about?? why am i writing this in an online journal... i don't want you people to know my problems. i don't want a bleeding heart, nor a scrutinizing one. amongst the things i am tired of is this person whos alias i have adopted. this isn't me. i'm not shy, i'm not an ass. i like to play my guitar and sing and write. i like to be held and i love to feel loved.
i am sure this is only a temporary feeling of despair..i will delete this post once confirmed.
fuck
i've had feelings for somebody, oh have i... but i revert to being scared and shy. why
can't i just stay myself and be confident?
i feel so tired all the time. i feel like i lost one of my closest friends because i am an idiot.
i still feel tired. i feel like i am suffocating. what the fuck do i have to be sad about?? why am i writing this in an online journal... i don't want you people to know my problems. i don't want a bleeding heart, nor a scrutinizing one. amongst the things i am tired of is this person whos alias i have adopted. this isn't me. i'm not shy, i'm not an ass. i like to play my guitar and sing and write. i like to be held and i love to feel loved.
i am sure this is only a temporary feeling of despair..i will delete this post once confirmed.
fuck