This heart is already frozen

[grieve_the_day]

Drink up beautiful.
I spiked your cup with angst and a heart attack,
'Cause I've got so much trapped and it's all because of you.
So I figured you might like some back.

And when I see her,
I'll tell her what's been on my mind all these sleepless nights.
She'll recite her excuses.
I'll put my tail between these legs of mine like I do all the time.

I can't live my life knowing you'll be in his arms each time I blink my eyes.
I know what goes on behind my back,
Every night I'm afraid I'll never leave,
Afraid I'll never know what's good for me.

And when I see her,
I'll tell her what's been on my mind all these sleepless nights.
She'll recite her excuses.
I'll put my tail between these legs of mine like I do all the time.

And now you say that, you say you love me.
Well I may have your heart, but he has your body.
And now you swear that you're being honest,
But you're not honest, you never could be.

And when I see her,
I'll tell her what's been on my mind all these sleepless nights.
She'll recite her excuses.
I'll put my tail between these legs of mine like I do all the time.