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I don't even think that anyone bothers to read this anymore. I think my days of teenage whining are officially over.
For anyone who does care enough to follow the oh so exciting ups and downs of my turbulent adulthood, here's what's eating me these days:
1.richmond va is a shit pit and i'm going nowhere here.
that means i have choices to make:
i can a) stay in richmond and struggle my ass off, live in the west end where i'm not really happy and hang out with my boyfriend.
i can b) move now.
i can c) take communioty college classes and move later.
After my little weekend in the mountains with Hunter, I'm in love with New York and, to put it bluntly, the north has been calling me home for some large amount of time, perhaps since the day I left. I am not one for the south, it's 103 degree summer days and psuedo polite "hi, how are ya doing today?" bullshit. I mean, I'll gladly return the smile (though a little awkwardly) and retort with a "yeah i'm fine, how are you?". even though, have you ever thought about that? the cashier posing the question how are you today doesn't actually give two shits about how i'm doing and honestly, i don't give a shit about how they are doing either. the north is like, oh hey, gimme ya goddamn money and get the fuck out of my line because there's fifty people behind you waiting to do the same thing.
so, richmond, i've loathed you since the day I met your crunchy grass and slow ass southern lifestyle. it's time we parted ways, bro. our love affair has been rocky. honestly, i'd love to leave the tainted memories of my failed teenage romances, the "what the fuck was i doing that at thirteen four?" and all the friends i've lost, schools and classes i've failed and all the drunken nights in the city of richmond.
man, fuck you richmond.
you've done nothing but slaughter my soul.
so, in propspect, the idea of moving the fuck out of here makes me feel somewhat hopeful. oh mountain ranges of the north, your cold air and snotty attitudes, i'm coming home. really fucking soon.
For anyone who does care enough to follow the oh so exciting ups and downs of my turbulent adulthood, here's what's eating me these days:
1.richmond va is a shit pit and i'm going nowhere here.
that means i have choices to make:
i can a) stay in richmond and struggle my ass off, live in the west end where i'm not really happy and hang out with my boyfriend.
i can b) move now.
i can c) take communioty college classes and move later.
After my little weekend in the mountains with Hunter, I'm in love with New York and, to put it bluntly, the north has been calling me home for some large amount of time, perhaps since the day I left. I am not one for the south, it's 103 degree summer days and psuedo polite "hi, how are ya doing today?" bullshit. I mean, I'll gladly return the smile (though a little awkwardly) and retort with a "yeah i'm fine, how are you?". even though, have you ever thought about that? the cashier posing the question how are you today doesn't actually give two shits about how i'm doing and honestly, i don't give a shit about how they are doing either. the north is like, oh hey, gimme ya goddamn money and get the fuck out of my line because there's fifty people behind you waiting to do the same thing.
so, richmond, i've loathed you since the day I met your crunchy grass and slow ass southern lifestyle. it's time we parted ways, bro. our love affair has been rocky. honestly, i'd love to leave the tainted memories of my failed teenage romances, the "what the fuck was i doing that at thirteen four?" and all the friends i've lost, schools and classes i've failed and all the drunken nights in the city of richmond.
man, fuck you richmond.
you've done nothing but slaughter my soul.
so, in propspect, the idea of moving the fuck out of here makes me feel somewhat hopeful. oh mountain ranges of the north, your cold air and snotty attitudes, i'm coming home. really fucking soon.