Hello

[grieche]

I'm alive. I cannot say much without bring you to a state of wondering what to say to make me feel better, and without me bringing myself down further. I've experienced much loss since september, since July... very real, people dying, very emotional... loss of love, loss of self, loss of old identities, loss of friends, loss of honor...

I'm not going to church, but let's say I'm praying and meditating a bit more than I used to. When all else fails, what else is there but yourself and an inivisible force that may or may not be there?