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Oct 03, 2009 02:34

HATE. EVERYTHING. I'm going home tomorrow. I'm not EXACTLY sure why, but it has something to do with hating today. Everything just seems to be heading into the wrong direction --> it hasn't gotten there yet. Key things to point out for the sake of my personal LJ use: accidental dextromethorphan, my roommate's idiot asshole of an ex-boyfriend staying with her this weekend, subbies, const., non-stop schoolwork, medical, papers, RFC, lack of swim practice + "back fat" coming back, etc.

I lost the ring that Greg gave me today. Well, this is the second ring he gave me (I have the first) but this one SCREAMED my name. I loved it. It was from a pawn shop, so it's not like it was a very expensive ring but it doesn't matter to me, I fucking LOVED it. I've never lost track of it. I think it has to do with Greg's bad karma... The bank gave him too much money when they cashed his check and he didn't return it to them - I swear, that's it. I'm so sad. First I lost my kitty, and now I've lost MY ring. It was so perfect.

I don't think I'm going to Venus anymore. Fuck it. I'm too apathetic. I'd rather just go to Plato's closet and spend time on school work... Ok, I just realized how insanely lame that sounded. Plato's Closet? Studying? What happened to Buckle, or HCO, and what happened to something other than studying?

I don't like the direction that things are heading. It could be a LOT worse. Actually, I probably shouldn't be so ungrateful. Things really aren't THAT bad. It's just that when it rains, it pours.
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