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This week when I went to my job coach meeting she told me something that I have to work and I have been trying but can’t find it. She told me that I need more confidence in my interviews. I had a mock interview a few weeks ago and that is what the person said. She said that it’s hard to do that when don’t know the person and are a person who needs to know someone first before your confidence shows. She called it like the just fucked look. Like you’re smiling from ear to ear, everything good, and your all bubbly. There are only a few times when you get that look when you meet someone and you fall for them or just fucked. So she told me that I needed to find something get me that before every interview. For her it is listening to Up the Ladder to the Roof by the Nylons. My one aunt is high on life. When everything is going, good life is so wonderful and nothing could bring her down. My other aunt I think is Alcohol. Some people need a sun lamp when it comes times for winter.

I know what keeps me from being depressed in the wintertime but that is not what they are talking about. I read erotica and do other things but it’s not enough to give me that just fuck looked or meet someone smitten look. So I need some help finding out what my thing is. Therefore, I want to hear about other people things. I have been thinking all week so afar and nothing.

So what things make you feel more just fuck, smitten, and give you more confidence