The Knight of the Kitchen
I'm hungry so I'm going to keep this simple so I can go fill my intestines.
I'm content. Things are going well.
Somehow everyone around me is miserable, but I'm staying on top of things.
I met a new face today. A pretty one. I hope I see more of it, since i've noticed it before and wondered who's it was. Now I know. Let's hope she's as pretty on the inside. But we had an awesome conversation about her 'Somis experience' where she was going to rent a room with some guy that made rubber masks for special FX in Somis.
I hope she's working tomorrow...I've been kicking myself because I keep thinking about her. I can't let myself get my expectations up. My new system has been working.
Valerie was here. She basically blew off all the other guys who wanted to hang out with her, and spent the day with me. I didn't encourage that. So no one be angry at me. I had such a fantastic time with her, I really wish she lived closer. Her moving to Arizona will not help this at all, hence she is not allowed to go anymore. But I just felt...good..while she was here, and it's been bubbling over into today, especially with this new girl I met, not to sound like a player.
But in away, I am changing. I no longer associate love with every action a girl makes. I'm learning to not want to be with anyone. I'm just happy being wanted by others and wanting others. I guess thats all I really need to be happy right now. Until the right one comes along to start something serious with. Not just the next girl I get the chance with.
Okay, I need to eat my writing is starting to suffer from my hypoglycemia atatcks.
And remember kids: Shit happens when you party naked.
I'm content. Things are going well.
Somehow everyone around me is miserable, but I'm staying on top of things.
I met a new face today. A pretty one. I hope I see more of it, since i've noticed it before and wondered who's it was. Now I know. Let's hope she's as pretty on the inside. But we had an awesome conversation about her 'Somis experience' where she was going to rent a room with some guy that made rubber masks for special FX in Somis.
I hope she's working tomorrow...I've been kicking myself because I keep thinking about her. I can't let myself get my expectations up. My new system has been working.
Valerie was here. She basically blew off all the other guys who wanted to hang out with her, and spent the day with me. I didn't encourage that. So no one be angry at me. I had such a fantastic time with her, I really wish she lived closer. Her moving to Arizona will not help this at all, hence she is not allowed to go anymore. But I just felt...good..while she was here, and it's been bubbling over into today, especially with this new girl I met, not to sound like a player.
But in away, I am changing. I no longer associate love with every action a girl makes. I'm learning to not want to be with anyone. I'm just happy being wanted by others and wanting others. I guess thats all I really need to be happy right now. Until the right one comes along to start something serious with. Not just the next girl I get the chance with.
Okay, I need to eat my writing is starting to suffer from my hypoglycemia atatcks.
And remember kids: Shit happens when you party naked.