Feeling unmotherly
My son sent me a nasty email about "following" him to mindviz.com, his new blog area. Wants to know why I can't let him have something "all his own" without checking up on him. I set up google alerts for when he posts something on the internet(because of trouble he got into on the internet). Well let's see 1) he is underage; 2) he has already done some things on the internet that predators are looking for and got caught at it; 3) I'm his mother and it's my responsibility to keep him safe from such things, yada yada yada.
I am so sick and tired of him treating me like pond scum. He tells me he hates me, though I do not hate him I do not like him. I love him but I'm disappointed in the way he is acting. I have given it 17 1/2 years of trying, loving, begging, pleading, bribing, crying, counselling, mothering, etc. I QUIT! He wants so bad to hurry up and move out. JUST DO IT! He wants to be rid of me, pretend I never exisited, pretend his step-mother is his real mother, SO BE IT! I will admit defeat - he wins. I QUIT.
Life today royally sucks.
I am so sick and tired of him treating me like pond scum. He tells me he hates me, though I do not hate him I do not like him. I love him but I'm disappointed in the way he is acting. I have given it 17 1/2 years of trying, loving, begging, pleading, bribing, crying, counselling, mothering, etc. I QUIT! He wants so bad to hurry up and move out. JUST DO IT! He wants to be rid of me, pretend I never exisited, pretend his step-mother is his real mother, SO BE IT! I will admit defeat - he wins. I QUIT.
Life today royally sucks.