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So. I'm back.
Five months is a long time.
In the first weeks basic training I thought I was trapped in a nonsensical alternate universe. I kept waiting to wake up from the dream, snap out of it. Many miles and light-years later, back on this side of the looking glass, now it's home that feels surreal. I'm still reeling from the vertigo. I've got nothing to say because there's simply too much to say.
So here I am. 131 pounds. Tanner, stronger, faster, more patient, more detached, less frightened, less childish, and just as lost (and found) as ever.
Hello again.
Five months is a long time.
In the first weeks basic training I thought I was trapped in a nonsensical alternate universe. I kept waiting to wake up from the dream, snap out of it. Many miles and light-years later, back on this side of the looking glass, now it's home that feels surreal. I'm still reeling from the vertigo. I've got nothing to say because there's simply too much to say.
So here I am. 131 pounds. Tanner, stronger, faster, more patient, more detached, less frightened, less childish, and just as lost (and found) as ever.
Hello again.