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Feb 28, 2012 23:54

Maybe it's because I'm back in school, busy, stressed. Maybe it's because I still can't believe we're together. It'll be a year in April. Why do I see you everyday? Why are we talking about moving in together? Are you even what I want?

Maybe it's because I don't trust you. Maybe it's because I'm unsatisfied. I'm not sure getting more serious is wise. But how can I tell you without hurting you? How can I tell you that maybe we're moving too fast and that we should spend some time apart? That all of this just went too fast and now we're talking about serious things too damn soon?

I didn't even want a boyfriend. It's not the right time for me. I have to reach my goals and you're simply not a priority. Do you know that?

I don't think I'm emotionally mature for this.

I haven't told a single male friend at school that I'm taken. It's not that I plan on dating any one of them but I don't find it necessary to tell them.

How can I love you so strongly at one point and then doubt if I even want to be with you at another? How do I know that this is right for me?

Any stress you bring to me is unnecessary, though minimal, completely unnecessary. This relationship is unnecessary.
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