Oct 21, 2005 17:37
It seems the Maxuim interview went better than I expected. Or my agent actually is doing a better job than I gave him credit for. It seems that there will be a follow up interview in Kentucky. This whole thing is getting me excited and happy. Yet at the same time stressed out and concerned.
I haven't stuck my head in the sand in regards to my court cases. I've addressed the problem wiht my father. He is checking into some options. But, more or less. I honestly beleive I can count on him to have my back. Granted, where I had paid back a majority of what I owed him. I now am going to be in the HOLE. To the tune of 10,000. Not happy about that one little bit. But, I don't have much of choice. It's either that or . . . Well, let's say a rather unpleasent solution. That will be permant. Perhaps, it shall be. . .
I know there will be certian people that I will have to visit before. It gets to that extreme.
Wish me luck friends and family. I go once more into the breach. I feel as though death may not turn her attention away from me this time. But embrace me and keep close to her bossom! So that I shall be with her and my grandmother. One of the only woman in my entire life. That truly understood me. And didn't hold it against me. But loved me unconditionally.