Today is yet a diffrent day
It was the best of times. It was the worest of times. Seems to sum it up over all.
I still haven't had a chance to really put down all that has occured this last weekend. It may take a bit of time before I am fully able to put it all down. As much negative stuff that happened to me this weekend. There was something unexpectdly happy that occured. Something that made the crappiness of the past weekend. Seem not so bad or unbearable.
There are several people who really stood out this weekend. People that really showed me what the true spirit of friendship is all about. First and foremost there was Ray. Who was kind enough to help me take all my shit back to my car. Who waited for me patiently while I used a computer to check e-mails and jot down my short LJ entry. Jason from the secret room in Atlanta. Who was not only kind enough to allow me to use his shower. Then drive me all the way back to Purgatory. But, was there for me through out the course of the night! Like a real brother would be. Last and certainly not least would be Paul. My agent/manager he has truly surpassed and caused me to apprecaite the things he does for me. I won't bore you with all the nitty-gritty details. But suffice to say, the man came through for me as if I were truly some sort of star from Hollywood. The funny thing about it. Was that Paul never said anything in particular about hooking me up. But everything he did for me. Such as the car ride, watching my table, constently looking after my best interests, making sure I had plenty of stuff to eat and drink, and over all sense of security. I was only able to pay him his regular fee. Due to the fact that I needed to get my car fixed. But he was worthy of so much more. He paid for things I am certain. But told me to never mind. I am his client and that my needs are important to him. I wish every agent that I have spoken too or worked with over the years. Was like this man!
There were a few more people that I have known over the last few years. Who stepped up and were helpful. I have prattled on enough this time. In parting I would like to say this though. Things could have been worse. A friend of mine Al has been strikened with a rare form of cancer. He and his girlfriend Deb aka Jade Tiger. Are in my prayers and in my thoughts. I hope that things will improve and that somehow. I am able to get out to see him sometime this week. Just when I thinking, whoo as me. Knowning what my friends are dealing with. Truly humbles me and makes me apprecaite the people that have choosen to be in my life. That support me in my dreams. That are truly my dearest friends. They are like my family! ! !
I still haven't had a chance to really put down all that has occured this last weekend. It may take a bit of time before I am fully able to put it all down. As much negative stuff that happened to me this weekend. There was something unexpectdly happy that occured. Something that made the crappiness of the past weekend. Seem not so bad or unbearable.
There are several people who really stood out this weekend. People that really showed me what the true spirit of friendship is all about. First and foremost there was Ray. Who was kind enough to help me take all my shit back to my car. Who waited for me patiently while I used a computer to check e-mails and jot down my short LJ entry. Jason from the secret room in Atlanta. Who was not only kind enough to allow me to use his shower. Then drive me all the way back to Purgatory. But, was there for me through out the course of the night! Like a real brother would be. Last and certainly not least would be Paul. My agent/manager he has truly surpassed and caused me to apprecaite the things he does for me. I won't bore you with all the nitty-gritty details. But suffice to say, the man came through for me as if I were truly some sort of star from Hollywood. The funny thing about it. Was that Paul never said anything in particular about hooking me up. But everything he did for me. Such as the car ride, watching my table, constently looking after my best interests, making sure I had plenty of stuff to eat and drink, and over all sense of security. I was only able to pay him his regular fee. Due to the fact that I needed to get my car fixed. But he was worthy of so much more. He paid for things I am certain. But told me to never mind. I am his client and that my needs are important to him. I wish every agent that I have spoken too or worked with over the years. Was like this man!
There were a few more people that I have known over the last few years. Who stepped up and were helpful. I have prattled on enough this time. In parting I would like to say this though. Things could have been worse. A friend of mine Al has been strikened with a rare form of cancer. He and his girlfriend Deb aka Jade Tiger. Are in my prayers and in my thoughts. I hope that things will improve and that somehow. I am able to get out to see him sometime this week. Just when I thinking, whoo as me. Knowning what my friends are dealing with. Truly humbles me and makes me apprecaite the people that have choosen to be in my life. That support me in my dreams. That are truly my dearest friends. They are like my family! ! !