Good news and bad news
Seems that is the case on a daily bases for all of us. There are few days that occur when there is nothing but good news. Kind of like a relationship. It isn't always happiness and pleasure unbound! There are hard times, bad times, and simply EVIL times. However, in the end I do believe it balances out.
I started working at my new job. It's ok put I have found myself feeling . . .rather shallow if you will. Incomplete would be a better way of putting it. I had a dear friend here quite resently. Who was kind enough to point out to me. A very solid question. One that I didn't have a answer for. What do I want? ? ?
I could go on for hours about what I want. What I think I want out of life and of LOVE! Unforutantly, I don't know. I didn't know what I really wanted to do out of High School. So without thinking I sign up for the military. The US Army was good to me. For many diffrent reasons. I have touched on certain areas. I have enjoyed preforming the culinary arts. I have enjoyed doing Special Effect Make-Up. There are lots of things that I have found that I liked. Just as there are things I found that I can't stand. Thing that I can't have within my life.
The one thing I have found to be a universal truth. You are only as good as the people you choose to surround yourself with. Social, proffesional, and personally. I am not what you call normal. Nor am anti-establishment either. I don't know where I exactly belong. But, I do know this. I am good person inside and out. I have many flaws and many postive traits. As I have had a few people point out to me during the last few years! I need to find the course that it is I need to take. I have searched for it all my damm life. Now at thrity something, I have been lucky enough to find love a few times. I have family that loves me. I have some real people that I can count on. That I also happen to call friends. What I lack is the woman of dreams. The woman that can compelete me. For now, I simply am Greyson Wolf. I will work and I stand tall and proud. If life happens to be kind enough to allow fate to give me back. The love of my life. I will be so grateful. For no one should spend there lives alone.
Tomorrow, I have to embrace death once again. A dear friend of mine is going to be die soon. I shall do my best to be there for her. For my family and because she was friend. It shall be an end of era. Like my grandmother passing. Such is the nature of life. With begins so must there be and END !
I started working at my new job. It's ok put I have found myself feeling . . .rather shallow if you will. Incomplete would be a better way of putting it. I had a dear friend here quite resently. Who was kind enough to point out to me. A very solid question. One that I didn't have a answer for. What do I want? ? ?
I could go on for hours about what I want. What I think I want out of life and of LOVE! Unforutantly, I don't know. I didn't know what I really wanted to do out of High School. So without thinking I sign up for the military. The US Army was good to me. For many diffrent reasons. I have touched on certain areas. I have enjoyed preforming the culinary arts. I have enjoyed doing Special Effect Make-Up. There are lots of things that I have found that I liked. Just as there are things I found that I can't stand. Thing that I can't have within my life.
The one thing I have found to be a universal truth. You are only as good as the people you choose to surround yourself with. Social, proffesional, and personally. I am not what you call normal. Nor am anti-establishment either. I don't know where I exactly belong. But, I do know this. I am good person inside and out. I have many flaws and many postive traits. As I have had a few people point out to me during the last few years! I need to find the course that it is I need to take. I have searched for it all my damm life. Now at thrity something, I have been lucky enough to find love a few times. I have family that loves me. I have some real people that I can count on. That I also happen to call friends. What I lack is the woman of dreams. The woman that can compelete me. For now, I simply am Greyson Wolf. I will work and I stand tall and proud. If life happens to be kind enough to allow fate to give me back. The love of my life. I will be so grateful. For no one should spend there lives alone.
Tomorrow, I have to embrace death once again. A dear friend of mine is going to be die soon. I shall do my best to be there for her. For my family and because she was friend. It shall be an end of era. Like my grandmother passing. Such is the nature of life. With begins so must there be and END !