Aug 13, 2007 14:22
random kaleidoscope of feelings wash over
desperation fighting patience
lack of movement creating a virtual prison
arguments define the world
emoting nothing, sheilding self from life
demanding of others what can't be given
isolation becomes a state of mind
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becuase someone said i haven't posted in a while...
it's hard to post when, even though life isn't monotonous, you're stuck in a cycle..that maybe only you can see
you see truths in others and it's easy to describe their faults(possibly strengths) as opposed to looking at your own..
i dream too much...don't wish to accept reality as is..
and yet i'm happy that i dream..